Zayn Perrie Engagemet?

Hallo DIRECTIONERS what did you felt when you heard that Zayn and Perrie engagement? what your first expression? I can imagine it because I and you, of course all of Directioners in the world had heart attack and the bad bad things come around to us!!! :(

When I knew Zayn Malik had a relationship with Perrie Edward, it's so embarrassed me. And then, now they were getting married? aaahhhhh!!!!! -____- Why must Perrie Edward? I know she's beautiful and she's sexy than me, for your information Perrie Edward is a member of girl band in UK it's name Little Mix. But hallo my brother handsome (Bang Jen alias Zayn Malik) she's very very very sexy for you. You and her only 20 years old, it's to fast you decided it? Come on Zayn!! Think again!

Can I just give one query? I just want you remine that you're Islam. In our religion (moeslim) are you ready have a wife likes Perrie? she's very sexy, she show her body in the stage when he dance, so many man will see it. It's so to bad for you Zayn :(

I never hope you will see me and become me to your wife, but I and all of Directioners always hope you will get a nice person, get a same religion and all of them will bring me and Directioners moeslim in the world proud. I don't know why, it's so hard for me to return my spirit back. Over all I can't accept it :(

But now I feel better and I can understand what my idol want. I think everybody have a choice for theirs future life, including me. I choose One Direction to be my 5 super hero and I must be ready for a bad bad things like this. I know when we choose something, we choose risk about it too. It's really simple all right?
I try to be positive thinking, Zayn Malik was moeslim, in our religion no sex before husband-wife. And I hope Zayn thinked about that. He decided getting married in 20 years old. Not bad! even I know Zayn has tattoo in his right arm, and it likes Perrie's face. I doubt Perrie will be final love for Zayn :(

Our boys (Zayn, Harry, Liam, Louis and Niall) are a human too. They reserve the right to choose someone that they loved, to feel love and happily with theirs choice. They aren't dolls who can we set theirs life and theirs heart. It's very wicked, isn't?

The true and good fans are must receive anything about them. Seen something objectively not subjectively. I know Directioners had a broken heart and felt like lost something, but a really fans have been seeing something objectively. Can you difference it?

It's so silly when Directioners become Directitators just because Zayn Malik was engaged. A true Directioners are keep support our 5 boys anytime and anywhere. So there are no reason for us to unhappy. As long as you happy brother. I will always keep my dream study in UK no matter what. I promise, I will never pension to be Directioners. 'Cause I love you for what it is. I know they love me even they don't know me. One Boy One Dream One Direction!

But I'm afraid 2 things about engagement Zayn Malik and Perrie, they were :

1. I'm afraid Zayn Malik convert, and he take of his religion. I love Zayn Malik because his religion. I can't imagine it :( he likes my inspiration and my spirit to show to the world that moeslim is a good religion and moeslim isn't terrorist.

2. I'm afraid Zayn Malik get out of One Direction, absolutely I can't receive it. One Direction is 5 perfect boys invariably!!!! Zayn, Haryy, Loui, Niall and Louis are one who can't separation!!

I hope this never happen. Love you more ONE DIRECTION and always will!!! I always proud to be part of Directioners. I'm #1D family who arround the world! :)

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Whatever your choice Bang Jen you always STOLE MY HEART and NOBODY COMPARES YOU. Even you make us HEART ATTACK and TORN with your engagement but you're STILL THE ONE. C'MON C'MON Directioners in the world continue support him. Anything his choice it's BACK FOR YOU babe. It's all EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. NA NA NA I just wanna KISS YOU now!!

When I hear BEST SONG EVER in the mid night, I really want SAVE YOU TONIGHT and do something that you will forget Perrie.

You always IRRESISTIBLE for our eyes. I WANT live FOREVER YOUNG with loving you guys. But I know I felt lost and broken. I LOVED YOU FIRST than Perrie. I think I can love you MORE THAN THIS. You're my SUMMER LOVE but now it's nearly over. Now you're TAKEN. Feel like I SHOULD'VE KISS YOU Bang Jen :( please TELL ME A LIE!!

Perrie seems like a nice person, SHE ISN'T AFRAID with Directioners and still loving you, I WISH she's the best. So give me LAST FIRST KISS. Any condition can't CHANGE MY MIND to support and keep you anytime and anywhere. I WOULD you remember our MOMENT until exactly.

THEY DON'T ABOUT US, they don't know about what we do. YOUR SONG is my spirit and my inspiration for us. Thanks for bring us to life like in ANOTHER WORLD.  I wanna LIVE WHILE WE'RE YOUNG with you our 5 perfect boys. 

-N-